random streams
of thoughts from
a chaotic mind

///this is your year
///

or rather. was your year. as it's december and 2023 is coming to an end, people usually look back, reflect and think about the future.

i'm not good at that, but i'll try to summarize it.

#1 i got a tattoo

if you would've told me that i was gonna get a tattoo this year, i'd probably look weird at you.

if you added that i would get a tattoo with my mom, i'd probably called you crazy. but that did happen. not only did i got a tattoo and i also got sort of a matching tattoo with my mom. to top it off, the one i got with my mom was actually our first tattoo. sooo, yeah. that happened.

#2 work

i finally got into a rhythm at work. i got to a place where i'm good and valued. sure there has been some shit going on in the past few weeks / months that have thrown me off, but all in all, i think it's good.

i got some momemtun, but i fear it's going away. honestly, i think i'm just tired.

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so that's it. i didn't do that much, but i certainly did more than other years.

so what's next?

honestly, i have no clue. i just kinda roll with it. i have the tools to deal with stuff. at least i think i do. sure, i stumble sometimes and feel lost, but instead of wallowing in my own cesspool of self-doubt and self-pity, i claw out and try to pull myself back together. that was a mouthfull.

anyway. you get the point...

was it the year that i hoped for? no, not even close. i never thought i'd do these things.

this is.

your.

year.