throw it all out

down the drain. add some drain cleaner if you have to. this thing i'm drinking kinda tastes like drain cleaner. yes, i may be drunk again.

but it does take some alcohol to maybe see some things more clearly. all my life i've been relying on someone to give me a push. that little boost that makes you do things. things that are uncomfortable. things that may seem meh, but in the end are wow. things that you end up liking.

it's time i become that person for myself. it's time i do the pushing. it's time i take matters into my own hands. i sure hope i remember writing this. not to worry. you'll send this to someone that will make you remember.

time to finish drinking this drain clea... uh, i mean cuba...

this.is.your.year.

remember that.

remember...

that...