what's the point?

what's the whole point? you get out there, you put yourself out there. for what? you're just setting yourself for disappointment. such is life, i guess...

but i'm tired. so tired. i honestly don't know why i keep doing this. i thought i was ready. i suppose i am ready. i'm happy alone. i don't know where i'm going with this. i'm just venting. ranting...

it just doesn't seem fair. like i said, such is life. life isn't fair, it never was.

i guess i just have to take it one step at a time. i got other stuff on my plate. the "blue fury" will be retired and a new one will come. i can't wait. this is what i'm excited for at the moment.

i kept saying to myself "this is your year". i still think that.

this IS your year...